You'd think that after all the dumb crap I've done and experienced that I could survive anything. I mean I've had guns and knife aimed at me, I've almost gotten ran over by a car, I made my own smoke bomb that back fired and burnt me badly, and I've just recently been hit by a semi truck in a car accident. And to top it all off thats just sracthing off the top of it.
Right now all I feel is anger. My fist clench by themselfs and shake so much I have to put them into my sockets so no one can notice. I'm strong. I've been hurt and what seems worse but I still get up everyday feeling every joint in my body resist and go to my work. I'm 17 now but I feel like I'm 60. I've had to change to much to even care for much of anything.
To me I can take a bullet being shoot into my heart and I would still walk up to the shooter and break him. I know I'm strong for I go through my day and I always wake up in the morning. My job can kill me at anytime. I know that good and well but it has never stopped me from move forward. I refuse to let anything stop me and that I shall keep.
To my gf if your reading this. I love you. I'll take a bullet and even more for you. I'm sorry for what I've done and accept the consecences. I don't know if I spelled that correctly. Damn my bad spelling. I have survived a lot adn if it means I have to endure more for you, Angel, I shall and will do it.
SO to all of you. If you think your life is so F***ing bad try and live through mine cause I know I can take your spot and survivie it just as well as I have.
I'm out for tonight.
Signing out,
Dark Wolfen